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exoh_brand_new @ 2005-12-06T20:02:00

2005-12-07T01:10:01Z

Things never stop amazing me. People change so much and i can't get over it, i feel like im watching, not changing at all, while everyone is growing around me. I am always the one that gets left with the broken heart, but now its not broken its torn into a million pieces that i dont think i even care to pick up and try to put back together. How is it that sex can be so meaningful to one gender but just a way to brag to your friends, to another? How is it that no matter what you and a boyfriend go through it seems like its so easy for the guy to just give it up?

Softball is starting soon and im excited because i need to do something with my time, instead of spend it on boys who dont deserve a second of it.

Laura i love you! thanks for letting me bitch to you, it really does mean a lot to me.

Broken

2005-11-23T23:05:20Z

I wasn't done liking you.

exoh_brand_new @ 2005-11-05T13:22:00

2005-11-05T18:28:02Z

The last time i posted was a long time ago, but the sad thing is nothing has really changed.
-I have a cute boyfriend.
-I am probably failing english.
-and it seems like the more i drive the worse i get.

I really love laura a lot.
And i want to know how amelia can hide so good in Titusville, whered you go?
Winter is almost here and it reminds me of this ice thing me and laura went to last year.

Comment and tell me how you are and what your up too, it seems like i havent talk to anyone in years.

exoh_brand_new @ 2005-10-06T19:41:00

2005-10-06T23:51:33Z

I havent updated in like forever. Nothing excited ever happens to me. Homcoming was ok. Not as good as last year. I have pictures.
Someone better comment i dont post for nothing. :)

anna and myself.

brianna and me

alex and i

Troy and me

James and me

Eric and myself

jamezzzz and me.

my hair

laura being her Chipper self :)

John

exoh_brand_new @ 2005-09-13T21:13:00

2005-09-14T01:48:47Z

School is getting better. Homecoming is soon and i am super excited. Me and page are getting homecoming pictures done together. I miss a lot of my old friends, i wish things are the way they used to be. I do believe i am failing english class, which means no naval piercing.

lmao last year laura taylor and myself were taking writing this newspaper for mrs. Murrays calls so i dressed my brother up as a priest and took a picture of him. i thought it looked funny so i am posting it KK.

exoh_brand_new @ 2005-09-08T21:01:00

2005-09-09T01:04:29Z

My Mom brought Me and page and Laura micky_D's for lunch today.
Hurricans suck.

exoh_brand_new @ 2005-08-27T13:44:00

2005-08-27T17:50:55Z

Last night was fun.
I watched The 40 year old virgin.
It was seriously one of the funniest movies i have ever watched.
Then ate a little McDonald's..duh its like a religion.
And sat at the park for awhile.
I have been thinking about a few things, and they defiantly have to change.
I am doing really good in my classes so far, i am thinking all As.

exoh_brand_new @ 2005-08-22T21:07:00

2005-08-23T01:11:46Z

Todays is my mothers birthday.
My mom said i might be able to get my belly button periced if i make all As.
lalalla.

exoh_brand_new @ 2005-08-16T19:05:00

2005-08-16T23:28:52Z

new addition to the family.
I hope this one lives along time, my family has a hard time keeping pets alive. but i love tyco ALOT.

exoh_brand_new @ 2005-08-05T22:49:00

2005-08-06T03:12:21Z

Last friday i left to go to ohio.
I got back today.
lots of pictures.

Plane

ducks

amish country

random house and such

bowling

me

my uncle

family

hannah

Grandpa and his band. (left is grandpa)

me and dad

ryan, haliey, and hannah

aunt, uncle, dad, mom

there is more i just got super tired though.
to be continued.

exoh_brand_new @ 2005-08-05T13:37:00

2005-08-05T17:38:49Z

1. metz
2. mays
3.connell
4. umm basketball i dont know the teacher.
third lunch.

p.s vaction sucks.

exoh_brand_new @ 2005-07-25T19:27:00

2005-07-25T23:27:56Z

New screenname: clapclap xx

exoh_brand_new @ 2005-07-24T20:51:00

2005-07-25T00:53:59Z

Laura is in the keys.
Heather is in south Carolina.
James works.
I SIT AT HOME.
No big deal.
School is soon.
:(

exoh_brand_new @ 2005-07-21T20:08:00

2005-07-22T00:10:27Z

Often, i find myself staring at the phone waiting for you to call.
Watching re-runs of the same old shows.
Wearing the same old clothes, and not caring to change.
Looking at the same make-up on my dresser, because i dont use it anymore.

I am falling apart and i need you the most right now.
You know i dont like asking for help but i am.
You dont return my calls, you dont answer when i call.
I want things to go back to how they were, but its obiouovs they JUST cant.

Again last night I had that strange dream
Where everything was exactly how it seemed
Where concerns about the world getting warmer
The people thought they were just being rewarded
For treating others as they'd like to be treated
For obeying stop signs and curing diseases
For mailing letters with the address of the sender
Now we can swim any day in November

SChool is soon. EHH.

exoh_brand_new @ 2005-07-17T20:12:00

2005-07-18T00:18:38Z

Laura calls at 10ish and tells me that we(Her dad,her, and myself) will be attending the "Harry Potter party" at the Barnes and Noble in Waterford Lakes. There was like a hundred people there and we got there late.

This guy had on the tightest pants i had ever seen.

Me and cutie-pants had a good night tonight.

Dear anyone that cares

2005-07-11T18:56:42Z

Everyone is changing.
Everyone has a life your a job or something important to do with their time, except me.
I need a job.
I need a hobby.
I need a car or money.
FOR FUCK SAKE I NEED A LIFE.

Suggestions on anywhere they will hire 15 year olds please tell me.

exoh_brand_new @ 2005-07-07T16:37:00

2005-07-07T20:37:37Z

Make what you want out of it.

I chased this thing around for about half an hour.

YOU my dear are the one i fear tonight.

2005-07-05T21:09:09Z

My fourth was well spent with laura.

Gigs up.

HeartACHE.

2005-07-01T22:37:03Z

i have no life.
Plain and Simple.

James made me this flower out of foil for my birthday day..

exoh_brand_new @ 2005-06-28T16:21:00

2005-06-28T20:27:19Z

So today is my birthday.
I am getting my permit at 545.
and then james is taking me out to eat.

Last night Taylor laura and myself went to the movies and watched The perfect man. It was ok i guess. We talked to ashley for a bit. and then i went home.

OH.
I love captain smith.

exoh_brand_new @ 2005-06-22T18:52:00

2005-06-22T23:21:24Z

I had my birthday party about a week early. It was fun. Laura, Taylor, Heather, James, and my family went to makotos and ate dinner.

Home before we left

laura

again

ride there

taylor is cute

So we get there and My mom starts bitching because she didnt make reservations and that meant we had to sit and wait for about 15 to 20 mins. So here we are waiting.

James..lol

Laura and taylor

Taylor..?

taylor again

James took a picture of my mother and sister

Heather

Did i mention we were bored?

sister

dad

So we finally get to sit at our table.

ice we put on the cooking part of the table.

lala

Laura is so cute

Then the cook came and we ate

They sang me happy birthday and gave me this instead of a cake because my mom didnt make reservations

They wrapped our food in foil and made shapes out of it. I got a purse, heather got a duck, and taylor a whale. James was an outcast and just got a box.

Then we went home

GUESS WHO THIS IS..

exoh_brand_new @ 2005-06-19T20:41:00

2005-06-20T00:47:25Z

So

Heather and Myself are sitting in her room and decided it would be fun to walk to the softball field around 1:00 at night to have a picnic, So we sat there trying to figure out the fastest way. She said that the back of her neighborhood leads straight to the baseball field so i was thinking dang what a shortcut. So we think it would be best to make sure this short cut works so we left her house at like 5:00 in the afternoon before we were going to do it at night, well we hike through tons of dirt and sand and we get to this like weird fence thing and we hop over it and on the other side was like a mini forest so heather is like its ok we can do it, its fine. Two of my fears are spiders and snakes, to me it looked like this place was covered with them but i really wanted to go to this picnic so i toughed it out. We get to the middle of this jungle, realize that the Fieldfeild she was talking about was the gibson soccer field ohh and we get stuck..

So heather is like take a picture so we can remember this or something like that so i hurried up and took a picture of our feet and ran out. I got cut on a few thorn plant things. OH and no picnic that night, to say the least.

exoh_brand_new @ 2005-06-15T19:29:00

2005-06-15T23:31:14Z

Birthday is soon.

Tiffany you're jacket misses you.

And so do i.

Dear...oh YOU know who.

2005-06-13T16:25:43Z

Here i am again. In the same place. WEAK
And no don't worry its no one's fault but mine and i know.
I'll bring myself up, i always do. and one day it won't be like this anymore, it wont be this easy to break me. You cant.
But i just want to thank you for all the extra shit you put me through, cute.
Don't you worry..i still love you, always will.

Life goes on.
I'll always wait for you. You'll never be too good for me.

exoh_brand_new @ 2005-06-09T11:58:00

2005-06-09T17:42:44Z

19 days..

10 YEARS AGO I
1. was 4
2. lived with my grandma
3. had no friends
FIVE YEARS AGO I
1. was 9
2. was in the fourth grade
3. helped plant trees with my teacher
TWO YEARS AGO I
1. didnt curse at all
2. best friends with sarah gunther
3. more shy than you'll ever know
ONE YEAR AGO I
1. had my first serious boyfriend
2. Started the slow drift away from my best friend
3. Was extremely ignorant
YESTERDAY I
1. spooned with james
2. went to see my best friend make me a smoothie
3. worked out at the Y for the first time in a few months.
TODAY I
1. watch my sister and danni flirt
2. ate McDonald's
3. wished i was with laura
TOMORROW I WILL
1. go camping
2. eat a lot
3. tan
FIVE SNACKS I ENJOY
1. pretzels
2. laura's smoothies
3. chocolate
4. Cheeto's
5. oatmeal creme pies
FIVE THINGS I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
1. family
2. friends
3. Dr. pepper
4. cell phone
5. music
FIVE THINGS I WOULD BUY WITH $100,000
1. car
2. college
3. New house
4. Give james a 5 thousand so he doesnt move away
5. i dont think i would have any left over
FIVE BAD HABITS I HAVE
1. nail biting
2. whining when i dont get my way
3. lieing to my parents
4. ignoring signs
5. swearing
FIVE THINGS I WOULD NEVER WEAR
1. bondage pants
2. shirts that say " I kissed Justin" ect..
3. shorts/pants that sag
4. southpole shoes
5. boots that go to your ankle
FIVE SHOWS I LIKE
1. elimatedate
2. next
3. trading spaces
4. queer eye for the straight guy
5. realworld/road rules
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. irish
2. indian
3. Italian
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. spider
2. sharks
3. alligators
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. cell phone
2. remote control
3. dr.pepper
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. polo shirt
2. basketball shorts
3. underwear that say love everywhere
FIVE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. The used
2. brand new
3. Hawthorne heights
4. underoath
5. my chemical romance
FIVE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. I'm ok (i promise)
2. A boy brushes red...living in black and white
3. Lover i dont have to love
4. the taste of ink
5. seventy times seven
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. mutual feelings
2. heart
3. humor
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT
APPEAL TO YOU:
1. hair
2. personality
3. shoulders
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. eat healthy
2. be a good friend
3. say no
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. internet
2. phone
3. beach
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. go to the beach
2. watch pretty woman
3. drive to walmart
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. nurse
2. idontknow
3. idontknow
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. new york
2. the keys
3. jamaica
THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. shelly
2. brandon
3. Nora
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Have a huge wedding
2. Befriend someone famous
3. buggie jump

MUSIC LIST.
you know the drill.
Playlist on Random
Pick favorite lyrics from the first 20 songs
GUESS AS MANY AS YOU CAN!
Put this in your livejournal

1)~~Now I write when I'm away letters that you never read. You said go to explore those other women.~~ bright eyes
2)~~So I'll leave the door open all night,in case you decide you want to stop on by.~~ brand new
3)~~She lit a cigarrette and they're walkin out the door~~ Catch 22
4)You call my name when I wake up to see things go your way
5)~~We all want to be, wanna be somebody, Right now we're just looking for the exit~~ underoath
6)~~I feel like I lost everything when you're gone,Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me~~ Matchbook Romance
7) ran after you 'cause later i might be dead,this jello shot i think went straight to my head
8)~~It makes you crazy it makes you mad when you lose it how it makes you sad~~ Maxeen
9)~~Give me one night inside of your theighs, A million girls would kill to be you Right now~~ brand new
10)~~yeah, I smile when I think about it Know I can't live without it~~ Unsung Zeros
11)~~Spare me just three last words."I love you" is all she heard.~~ Hawthorne Heights
12)~~Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.~~ My Chemical Romance
13)~~Last week I had the strangest dream Where everything was exactly how it seemed~~ The postal Serive
14)~~Step up to the bar put the girl down She takes a big gulp and slaps it around~~ BEASTIE BOYSS!!!
15)~~So honestly, how could you say those things when you know they don't mean anything~~ TBS
16)~~Test my arms, kick like crazy I've been trying way too long~~ Saosin
17)~~Now I’m falling asleep And she’s calling a cab~~ The killers
18)~~goody goody gum drop put me in a tongue lock~~ Trick Daddy
19)Switch the positions and ready to get down to business
20)~~You kept still until the long drive home You slept safe and close to the window...~~ tbs

GO..